A love so sweet, it burns holes through your teeth
Crippling
Like a tractor trailer, full fledged in the sea
It was something poisonous about it
maybe narcotic
It was a love so sweet I couldn’t live without it
It was my spoon,
my needle
My tight rubber band
decapitating
everything about me
Cold steel in my hand.
And I pulled the trigger twice but death wants me to live,
and yet and still not be alive but amongst those who cannot see her.
Love,
Who’s light burns radiantly like the Sun
yet to touch her is to burn, flesh falling to the ground as the Earth absorbs her.
Never thought I could find beauty this ugly
Love so hateful and full of spite
Wrapping around me like a python
sqeezing life from within me
stealing my breathe.
I would have fought you back if I had known
But the drugs left me numb
left me deaf, dumb and blind
How?
Love so sweet, left a taste in my mouth; melted, like cotton candy
Narcotic.
so stuck in my mind that I can’t live without it.
It was rich and deep,
sweetly dark like chocolate
Only hidden or secret
So stuck by my side
I swear I wanted to leave it,
free her from my soul,
But she was my glass pipe
my lighter
my little white rocks
It was like I was a hustler
and she was the block!
Love,
So narcotic
So
Beautifully ugly…
