DistraXions

I hear the buzz,

Like bees

Whispers in the wind

Everyone has got opinions

About everyone else’s sin

Just men

we are

and it’s obvious

continuously seeking satisfaction

Not worried about the war waged against us

Too indulged in the distraction

The abstraction of our consciousness

Kanye West is having a baby

And it’s crazy,

TMZ is shown three times daily.

Meanwhile the United Nations are plotting

On ways to invade every poor nation

Moving silently,

Making their way to Mali

But I did not see that on the news

Just saw how her clothes were too tight

Wondering if the baby can breathe inside her womb

And how their relationship just isn’t right

The distraction,

Got me liking every status

But the status of my people

Is controlled by a governing apparatus

And I can see the stratus forming in our sky

And I would’ve taken out the time to read

But my ringtone is just way too loud.

The television’s light isn’t bright enough

But still your focused on the screen

And illuminati is taking over

Though you barely know what that means

I mean Beyonce’s bounce is useful

If you’re working on a pole

And JayZ’s swag is helpful

If you’re willing to sell your soul

But Im more concerned with why

We refuse to stand a little firmer

More concerned with the hidden agenda

Or the riots taking place in Burma

But no one minds the men in black

And of that I am certain.

Chris Brown and Rihanna are back together

Don’t mind the man behind the curtain.

Got my facebook popping

Keep my twitter twocking

Instagram on smash

Praying my hard drive don’t crash.

Downloading that new song from Wayne

The beat it just drives me insane!

And he almost died from overdose

And Justin Beiber going broke!

But I cant tell you what laws were passed

Though Obama and Michelle are such an attraction.

Inside Edition’s inside my head

Keeping me fed with the distraction.

Hatshepsut Amun Re

Fear

They say I should fear God,
should I fear love too?
Fear my own heart,
despite it's truth?
Should I fear you?
A man,
without good intent
fear space and time,
and how it's spent?
Should I fear the flowers that grow
or the trees that give breath?
give breath to me?
Should I fear being free?
They say I should fear God,
because He said so,
but if that's true then I should fear the night moon and it's glow
I should fear the burning Sun,
and how it compliments my tone;
how it swelters me
I should fear my home and how it shelters me.
Fear the little babies crying or,
fear the elders dying;
not traveling on
should I fear the light when its gone?
or
when we're in it's shadow.
Should I fear the men in white robes or
fear maybe the one in black?
Should I fear the world's turning backs?
Fear?
That emotion is so deep
tampers with my DNA
got my vibes in a disarray
BUT they say
I should fear God
because He's the Master of my affairs
but He gives me free will
and that's a bit au contraire
Fear the one who gives me life?
But I choose to live?
Fear the one who implants life?
But I chose to bear these kids?
Fear is a weak emotion
and you say God wants me to feel it?
the hand He deals it
and then adds on this commotion?
That just doesn't make sense to me,
addition just don't sit with me
in the mind He gave me.
Fear God because He saved me?
Saved me from what?
the masked men in control?
Saved me from intruders
lurking in my home?
Enemy trying to teach my children
and manipulate the truth
destroying my people's mind
and annihilating the youth?
Saved me from my brother,
trying to take what he can get?
making babies then he splits?
God saved me from the fire He lit?
Or did he save me from you?
putting pressure on my mind
saved me from this time,
from losing my mind?
Saved me from my nation,
and now I don't know?
Saved me from the corporations
seeking to stop my growth?
They want me to fear God!!
The Heavenly Host that dwells above.
But there's only two emotions, that's
Fear and Love
and I've made my choice with the free will He's given me
I choose to love God
because part of Him is within me.
Fear or Love?
Fear or Love?
They say I should fear God,
should I fear love too?
Should I fear my own heart,
when it's nothing but true?
Should I fear you?
A man...
Should I fear my fellow man?
he wants me to fear God...
they say that I should FEAR God!

Ahmad

Its been 7 months since you've gone away
and I must say I miss you
And this pain is filling me up
I try hard to bleed it out of me
squeeze it out of me
standing in pools of blood
I drown
EVERYDAY
Did all that I could do
to avoid this right here
but still
my efforts
were not good enough
and it's tough
with no knife sharp enough
to bleed this grief from out inside of me
sweating through my skin
The tears I hold back
reluctantly
abruptly I screamed to the devil clothed in
black skin
black robe
black slacks
black heart
black soul
took you away
7 months to this day
no guilt in my heart
NO
just grief
grief I try to bleed out of me
but this knife is not sharp enough!
So I ice the wounds
sutures
bandages
ice
more ice
and still you don't appear
more ice
bandages
sutures
more ice
get it out of me!
bleed it out of me!
maybe drink it out of me?
Rum
Vodka
ice
more ice
It's been 7 months to this day
and I miss you.

Hatshepsut Amun Re

You Like It

You like it don't you?
When he fucks you
touches you
kisses the wounds he made.
And whispers sweet nothings
You like it.
Manage to get moist when he makes it home to you
smelling like exhaust
and sweat
and weed
and henny
a hint of perfume
on the streets he hasnt worked in years and you like it!
Matter of fact you love it!
Him and his 3 babies' mothers kids look just like him and you like it
He gives you gifts
his fists and a box full of excuses
he abuses
you love him and make up excuses
he never bought pampers but all those children call him daddy
and you like it
said you go crazy when he bite it
but takes chunks of your heart
and feeds off of your soul
lives with his mother and you like it
you love it!
Love the thrust when he all up inside of you
cumming inside of you
smacking your ass
next time its your face
fucking you
sucking you
tell you suck that life from inside of you
he suck the life from inside of you
and you like it!! Matter of fact you love it!
Love being his mother
mothering his children
feeding him
clothing him
taking care of that man
that boyish man
fucking you
sucking you
yet, you like it!

Hatshepsut Amun Re